If I could...

I would spend more time with my baby sister
follow my real passions, my heart's desires
take that trip to Asia I've been dreaming about
apply for the PhD programs been thinking about
throw caution to the wind, release the vice on my heart
and love her like she seems to love me
and that goes for either of them

But I won't do any of these things
I seem intent on piling up to-dos
need more for future regrets to chew
if I could I would, but I won't